Lyrics

I am sorry that wasn't there
I promise that I really cared
There is no fun, there are no funfairs
In my head now it's only air

With pollution
I cannot find a solution
Absolution
Feels a lot like prosecution

I am tired of this fire
That always consumes me
I'm feeling like a zombie
I turn to ashes with your matches
Memories burning me
And I need therapy

And I'm sorry that I missed it all
I didn't hold you I just let you fall
There's only guilt, now I'm feeling small
And I'm still waiting 'til I see you crawl

Out of the ground
I miss the days you were around
It's like I'm spellbound
Defeated on the battleground

I am tired of this fire
That always consumes me
I'm feeling like a zombie
I turn to ashes with your matches
Memories burning me
And I need therapy

The old order has passed away: welcome them then into paradise, where there will be no sorrow, no weeping nor pain

I am tired of this fire
That always consumes me
I'm feeling like a zombie
I turn to ashes with your matches
Memories burning me
And I need therapy
My heart is broken
Feels like dying
How can I ever be
Even close to happy
Help me doctor
I'm a failure
But God took him from me
Please give me therapy

And I'm sorry
I'm sorry